Forced to move forward. Brittany DeJesus is left reeling after she learns in the Wednesday, April 27, episode of Family Therapy With Dr. Jenn that she’ll never meet her biological father.

In a clip that VH1 is sharing exclusively with Us Weekly, the Teen Mom 3 alum tells Dr. Jenn Mann that she is struggling with the news that her dad is not actually related to her by blood. Brittany’s mom, Roxanne, dropped the shocking bombshell in last week’s episode before adding that Brittany’s biological father is in fact dead.

“I want to break something so bad,” Brittany says in the clip. “Every time I think of that picture of my dad, I just want to break something.”

“Yeah, I had a dad, but still, it’d be nice to know where I came from, who created me. I’m never going to have that ever, and that’s a pain that I don’t even know how to describe,” she continues. “This is like the saddest I’ve ever been in my entire life. Nothing compared to this at all, at all.”

Watch the agonizing scene in the video above.

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